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Created on 2002-05-15 12:54:39 (#560404), last updated 2003-10-22

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Name:	caramel babies
Location:	New York, United States

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Outside both our house's,the street lamp flickers like a spiteful firefly.On
and off,dark and darker,yes,no kinda on,kinda off. As if,as if matttered.AS
if it mattered if it was the cloudy blue of night,or the discourging haze
of the dusk.As if mattered what time of the day,or night it was,It has no spince in the skeleton over our existence.
We are the ones that survive on chance and exist without time.Functioning
minus a schedule and living agelessly,cheating the inevitable.We return only
to sleep when there is nothing else,not when required.As long as we land
before dawn,We could wake up at noon,or still be drooling all over our
pillows,as if mattered? We could allow our day to be swallowed buy our
sleep,keeping us from the light.only to return to the night again.In our
world, time is what we make it,it just manipulates our light
Our faces slightly change,wrinkels appear,hair thins,but it is our
appearence that will always give us away.Out humor may shift,our dialouge
can transform,but our voices cant be mistaken.
We blush at pigtails ,ladybug freckles and crimson disguises,but should be
seeking for the future and stabilty.and still we are comfortable.Wendy must
grow up,even when were not ready to.She knows well be safe,so at least we can convince ourselves
staying in the constant shadow of skyskrapers.Living your life as if it was
the summer between high school and college,always just about to grow
up.Thinking it doesnt really matter if you sleep pass the sunset,but knowing
right around the corner it probably will.
"You know you should act your age"-Just promise them you will,as you laugh
and keep your fingers firmly crossed behind your back.Say it to yourself a
million times over "I know you are but what am I,I know you are but what am I ??"
You know exactly what you are.You are one of the lostboys.soaring over
consequence,fear,responsiblity and forging your own social acceptabilty.
You may camoflauge yourself in to see how the real world works,but where you
spend your night will forever set you apart..What inhabits your mind will always hoist you above.
Never setting you apart from what you are destined to do.No matter how many years it is past due

god bless the lost boys

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